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8
May

Gluttonous Gluten Victories

   Posted by: Rachel

I still haven’t mastered gluten-free dumplings, but man oh man, do I have arepas and drop-biscuits down. Having my day to myself again has given me plenty of time, even while sick, to experiment, and oh… have I! A few weeks ago at Cash & Carry they had big cuts of meat on sale, so we got one for about $30… It made 12 steaks, 1 night of fajita meat, a gallon baggie full of stew meat, a round roast, and 1 long roast… which I made last night. The meat is a little tough, but still good… it just requires some careful cooking.

We already had the fajitas, and instead of using flour tortillas, Chris and I stuffed the meat and peppers into arepas and enjoyed. Since then I’ve made arepas twice again, and can’t keep out of them. Real food! Real bread! The texture is perfect. I slice them open and stuff with cheese, then cook like a grilled cheese sandwich… let me tell you, I am not missing bread anymore. They are good with just butter, or tomatoes, and avocados, yum.

The roast came out tough on one end, and it was huge… so I saved a good chunk of it, chopped it into little pieces, and simmered in the juice from the veggies all day in my little crock pot… with some fresh lemon thyme, and dried oregano, basil, and more thyme… oh, and left over garlic from last night! Then I made a gravy with sorghum flour, and added in the meat and juice…the beef was falling apart, and oh so succulent… the long cooking hours really made the gravy something else…normally we eat meat & gravy over mashed potatoes at least once a week, because it’s easy and cheap… but tonight I was craving biscuits in a bad way.

So I googled gluten-free biscuits, pulled up a recipe that reminded me of my mothers, and went to work. They are divine, simply some of the best biscuits I have ever had… fluffy, moist, soft…spooning gravy over them and mashed potatoes… oh yeah, we’re going to be doing that a lot more around here. Chris doesn’t like drop biscuits (he liked canned biscuits), and is still adjusting to the new textures of gluten-free food, and even he liked these…I am looking forward to getting up tomorrow and putting butter on one for breakfast…

And gawds, I am still sick. The coughing isn’t as hard, but a fit still lasts forever… my ribs are tender to the touch, and my shoulders ache… mix that time of the month in with it, and I hurt all over… but the sore throat isn’t so bad, I can talk, and I don’t feel like I’m walking around in a head fog. Of course, Chris has got it now, and we’re trying to keep it from getting as bad as mine… lots and lots of tea, cold medicine at night to make sure he sleeps, already have him on Mucinex since he is coughing some… and the Breathe Right strips at night… well, those are for me… so I can get some sleep! He snores so loud when he’s sick, and I broke my headphones a few weeks ago…

Although the late nights his snoring have caused for me have led to some incredible role-play in ruby’s room lately… so I can’t complain to much.

6
May

Better and better

   Posted by: Rachel

I have had the worst chest/head cold the past few days. So bad I lost my voice, and was text messaging Chris to have a conversation… and coughing up blood. It’s a good thing I’d already quit, because there is no way I could have talked for 8+ hours a day. We were so broke too, that I couldn’t get any meds. But then… I got a card in the mail from my Grandparents… with money.

I was supposed to do something “nice” for us with it. Hahaha… yeah, I went to the store and got oil, sugar, a tomato, some hot pockets for Chris, frozen gluten-free mac & cheese (it was ok), Muxinex, breath right strips, and some Irish cheese. The cheese was nice. Oh my god, so yummy. Seriously, I loved it. Chris took a tiny bite and hated it, but he’s not a cheese fan. It was worth the price, and definitely hit a 10 on my nice scale.

I don’t know if it’s the cheese, or medicine, or pot of tea Chris made me… helping me feel better, but I do… for the first time in days. Maybe quitting blogging every day has something to do with it too.

1
May

Quitting

   Posted by: Rachel

I can’t do it. I won’t do it. I don’t have to do it. So I quit.

Originally I went in to interview for a position with AT&T. My work history wasn’t “good” enough and I was put into a program activating credit cards instead. A program that pays significantly less, because it’s easier. It is easy. I had to have three weeks of training to work for Sprint… there was only 3 days for this program.

And therein lies the problem. Easy sucks. You read a script. There’s no need to use your mind, in fact… don’t even try… it’ll only get you in trouble. Oh, I was good at it. I got cards activated, sold the extra programs, basically acted like a seasoned agent… which I got told more than once. Until I was marked down for saying this instead of that… and again, for stumbling over a sentence because there was a word missing in the script… or how about the time I got in trouble for looking out the window? And the debate there was over my stress ball, and whether or not I could have it.

I don’t sit still. I don’t do one thing for more than a few minutes at a time. Maybe it’s my ADHD, or maybe I’m just different.. But I was coming home in tears at the end of the night. So bored. My brain would explode once I opened the front door, because I hadn’t used it all day. Chris took the brunt of it. All my stress, worry, and anger just poured out through the house.

We decided the extra money wasn’t worth it. Even my Mom, who is all about sticking it out until it gets better, told me to just leave… my mental health, and my relationship with Chris, come first. So I’ll find something else. A place where I can use my mind, and move without fear of being written up. So once again, I’m on the job hunt. Wish me luck.

26
Apr

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25
Apr

Love you

   Posted by: Rachel

Hearing your voice on the phone, after my day today… meant the world to me. Have fun fishing.

24
Apr

He’s gay, ok?

   Posted by: Rachel

I walked out of work with a fantastic looking guy today, we were laughing and chatting, and waved bye with a promise to see each other tomorrow. Getting in the car I could already tell Chris was upset. Inside I was secretly cheering. Quick to assuage the concerns of my husband, I said “he’s gay, sweety” and we drove home to eat leftovers and Snickers. It was a good night.

Is he really gay? I’m not sure. He’s fun to walk to the bus terminal with, and talk too… and look at of course. Dark eyes, dark hair, stylish clothes, lean and muscled with a come and get me stare. And he’s so not my type. What is? Sandy eyes and hair, rough hands, and a man who has to go fishing on opening weekend.

Doesn’t hurt to enjoy a bit of jealousy though, does it?

23
Apr

7:30pm

   Posted by: Rachel


Bedtime.
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